I had a good phone interview yesterday. It’s a good fit, but they are slow to hire and wont meet until next week.
In the meantime, I am no longer able to stay at Jack’s place. I can stay at Beau’s, but it has lots of stairs and there is no standing or walking. I am a bit stuck.
And, I cannot drive.
The decision is mostly made to go back. Jack was planning on flying back to visit so we can cancel his flight out and drive together.
This feels like defeat. I dont know what God is doing or what I am doing. I dont hear Him. I know that He is working on me hearing Him for myself and not going to man to hear Him, which it seems that I have ben doing. I just dont know. My hope is low right now. I trust Him, but I have had enough.