I bless and thank my God for waking me up everyday. He gave me grace to get out of my bed today. Thank You. 4:45am. I wanted to sleep but was reminded how I keep asking the LORD to wake me up.
I want to punish Laura – or I have wanted to. She has hurt me so much. I just want her to suffer. I could list all of the reasons why, and I would be right. But, God forgives her, and Jesus died for this. I will not resurrect a dead thing that is sin. Only life. I am repenting and working out forgiveness.
I sent out a prayer request for my friends to help me free up here.