Laura and I are not doing all that great right now. We will be great soon enough, but something is going on. I do not feel her love at all. She is very distant and unengaging. The other night, she went to bed and said good night to Rocky right in front of me and then left the room. When I went up stairs, she was asleep.
I asked her about it last night. She said that there are all kinds of things going on. But, she wouldnt discuss them. She did mention that perhaps the LORD is dealing with her on some issues. I hope so because this sucks. I feel no love from her at all.
Jack had a wonderful weekend. I took him to my folks house to hang out and to shoot his gun for the first time. We ended up in Dawsonville. There was a professional shooter there who spent a ton of time with us. Well, Jack has something special going on for sure. He hits most all of the clays. Demas, the guide, was amazed. He was truly amazed. I asked him if this is rare, and he said it was very rare. God has gifted Jack something special in this shooting. So, we are going to pursue it. I am going to set Jack up with some lessons to see how he does over a series of the next few months. Then, we will evaluate Jack’s position and what his future might hold. Only the LORD knows, but I am going to encourage it greatly. Jack has passion and purpose going. I see it. He loves shooting.
We went to Passion City Church last night. Louie Giglio is doing this with Chris Tomlin. It was at the Cobb Energy Center. Wow. The worship rocked, and the Presence was awesome. It was so cool to worship with so many folks. I am excited to go again. Bless God. Jordan will love this.
I meet with Matt Francis today. We are working out his agreement. There is good stuff going on there, it seems. But, it takes time to get things all done and in motion. My unemployment ran out, and it will be a couple weeks before I can file for extension. I dont know what’s up there. We continue to burn cash.
I havent heard anything from Arnie. Their funding was supposed to start last week. So, I will not presume anything. The stuff with Matt has enormous potential. It would take us several months to get that going, so I need runway. Laura wants out of this town. She is charged up to leave. She really wants Colorado. I am great with that or Austin or wherever.
One day at a time.
I pray to remove the dross off of my heart. I want to be pure and holy and walk in a way that is pleasing to God.
I continue to pray for the baptism of fire. I know that it is coming. I want it now.
Bless the LORD.