God continues to work on my maturity and humility. It is no fun. It seems that during these seasons all you do is fall down. I say and do things that I dont want to. And, I keep seeing how much pride still is hanging around inside of me. Yuck!
I do ask the LORD to remove it. For, it is a darkness on my heart.
I am starting elevate29. I hope to get it incorporated today. Laura is behind it, and I really hope that she can be a part of it. I have her going in the direction of social media and competitive intelligence/analysis. This would be way cool to have her a part of it all. I talk with Van Mabrito today with my first proposal. Bless God. I ask for all kinds of favor.
The math that I have come up with at $100 per hour says that we can work on it a day a week and make what I am getting from unemployment plus the deficit that we have. I know that the LORD will provide, but it’s cool to track how He does it. One day, we will walk in greater abundance, and it will be easy to forget these times.
I am seeing that right now as I speak with others who are going through a hard time themselves. It is so easy to just point out what’s going on. Sometimes, you need to weep with those who weep rather than trying to point it all out.
God is definitely maturing me. He keeps speaking that into me. And, I keep seeing all the immature things that I say and do and how pride is not completely gone. I praise our LORD for removing the dross and selling me gold.
But, the process isnt all that fun.