Laura is still not feeling well. I really saw the devil rise up in her yesterday. Man, was she saying some harsh things. And, I guess I am not loving her well enough. She doesnt feel compassion from me. God, I need more compassion. I have tried to love her and war over this. What is going on, Father?
I am not trying to figure out what to do with unemployment. Do I stop taking it because I am trying to launch my own company? What is the right thing to do? I should call the unemployment folks and see. My intention was to keep taking it until I got a paying client and to keep kicking around for a job, even if it’s half an attempt just in case…
I need to keep my integrity, though. No matter what.
Today, I start on a journey of doing the small things. I want to be diligent in all that I set my hands to. No more procrastination for me.
I still think about Canvas Systems. I just wonder if…
I also want to start a journey of only releasing words that I know are from God. There is a fine line between prophesying and presumption because you prophesy in faith. I have seen many times where I just felt that I had a word for someone, and the Spirit of God falls on me when I start to release the words. Now, I didnt know it until I started talking. So, how does one come to walk in the right place with that? I need wisdom and discernment.