Life

I dont know all that is going on. God is moving, but life seems so very hard.

I continue to fight discouragement. Some days are better than others.

My weight is too high. 189 yesterday. Everything that I try fails. But, I have been able to start running again since crashing on my snowboard.

I am talking to tons of companies but no job yet. Really am thinking that that market for elevate29 is fantastic. Not sure if God wants me working for e29 or another company. Laura has since fixed that – another company.

God gave me Psalm 6

Psalm 6

New American Standard Bible (NASB)

Prayer for Mercy in Time of Trouble.

For the choir director; with stringed instruments, [a]upon an eight-string lyre. A Psalm of David.

6 O Lord, do not rebuke me in Your anger,
Nor chasten me in Your wrath.
Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am pining away;
Heal me, O Lord, for my bones are dismayed.
And my soul is greatly dismayed;
But You, O Lord—how long?

Return, O Lord, rescue my soul;
Save me because of Your lovingkindness.
For there is no mention of You in death;
In Sheol who will give You thanks?

I am weary with my sighing;
Every night I make my bed swim,
I dissolve my couch with my tears.
My eye has wasted away with grief;
It has become old because of all my adversaries.

Depart from me, all you who do iniquity,
For the Lord has heard the voice of my weeping.
The Lord has heard my supplication,
The Lord receives my prayer.
10 All my enemies will be ashamed and greatly dismayed;
They shall turn back, they will suddenly be ashamed.