Laura and I have gotten distant. We started talking about this yesterday and last night. I am not drumming up any business and need to do so.
At the end of the day, I have been just doing those things that I like and not the things that I should. There has been a bit of laziness. Mostly, I have been fearful. I dont believe in myself to help folks in the natural and dont see my value. So, I dont cold call or try to do those hard things that bring business.
Well, I am repenting, once again, and I will do those things that need to be done.
God be with me.