I think I need to finally give up drinking and cigars. I am taking inventory of my self.
my weight is 1196. Highest it’s been in a long time. My back hurts a lot and factors in but mostly I live according to the flesh.
I don’t feel super close to God. I don’t know what else to do. I don’t feel like I have His Spirit. No anointing. No oil.
foolish virgin.
God help!