This visit has been awesome. The kids and I had a great time. Jack wants his daddy. Jordan wants his daddy.
Laura and I crashed yesterday. This stuff with the bank has her way out of the spirit. She was telling me that she hates me, that she wants a divorce, accusation, accusation. We hit a low point. But, I would not back down. No longer will I disobey the word of the LORD, and no man can cause it to happen.
I was astonished at the things she said to me.
So, I sent this email to her last night.
God, help us.
Your behavior today indicates something really wrong going on in your heart.
You were verbally abusive and even contemplated physical violence. I saw you raise your arms and then pull them back down.
And, I told you before to never say divorce again. It is a ploy and a manipulative, mean-spirited thing to say to your spouse. You dont just keep throwing that word out. If that is where you are, just go do it and stop threatening me with it.
You spoke lots of death today, and while you are forgiven, you have to change. You cannot keep talking to me like that.
The devil is a liar. I would encourage you to examine your thoughts.
When you start standing over the top of me to intimidate and control, something is messed up.
I do not believe that that behavior is who you are. I know that your heart loves and wants to love.
But, you are not allowed by anyone to be abusive.
I ask you to stop before it becomes too late.