I met with Stephene the other day, and she was declaring over me that I lost my first love. Now, I dont know if that was God speaking through her or her flesh.
God told her that I was having trouble. Well, this is true.
But, when it comes to the LORD, He is my everything. God is all that I have. What she has said to me has given me a hard time. I do not know if it is true or not. I dont know what I have done wrong. Is my heart away from Him?
Man, this is a hard thing. I just dont get this one.
Father, I need You and want You and You alone. Please show Yourself to me. Love me and teach me how You want to be loved.