So, two women have now reached out to me (on separate occasions).
- Clare. 25 years old. Great lady. Let her fill loneliness gap I didnt even know that I had. That has been corrected.
- Jess. 36 years old. She got wigged when I joked about kissing on the first date, even after sharing that I am not into dating. I only want the one God has, and He will let US know.
I feel that even though that might be true, there is still courtship. That dating thing is wrong. Go slowly, right LORD? I totally screwed that up. You have to walk through the “getting to know you” phase. It’s not just run off and get married. You have to find out what the LORD has purposed to the relationship. Anyway, it’s bizarre.
After talking with Chris Foster, it is evident that I must change how I speak – to men as well. People dont necessarily have the relationship with God that I do. It can totally mess them up when I talk like I do.
It feels overly sensitive. Be careful about what you say.
What else to learn, LORD?
Actually, there was Diana too. 21 years old. She had a dream about me. I hung out with her. I got attracted. It’s like I will get attracted to younger women who show affection/attraction back.
Got to be on guard.
Jess did compliment me on being handsome. And, another woman at the church told her that she saw/could see us together – she said I was good looking. So, that helps the confidence.
Incidentally, I had a dream about MY woman yesterday.
She was perfect. Reddish/auburn hair that went down to her butt. Younger. Slim. Totally out of my league.
I took a risk in telling her I had feelings for her and asked if I had no chance. She said I did.
Interesting.
Take the risk must be the message.