I have been out of the spirit for a week now. The Rads thing has been a mess and continues to produce bad fruit. It seems that Kimberly is saying some not so nice things about me. Why the attack? What is God teaching me through this? How do I love my sister? How do I love Kurt? I pray blessings upon both of them. I pray that Truth be revealed.
Yesterday, as I was washing the car, God started talking to me about my mom. I really hurt her feelings the other night. I rebuked her in front of Jack and dad for laying a guilt trip on Jack for not eating. Jack was full. This led to her crying. Yikes! I need to have compassion. So, I apologized to her.
Well, as I was washing the car, God shared with me that rejection is what makes her so fragile. She doesnt feel loved when rejected. Art (her dad) rejected her big time, I believe. I do not know it, because no one ever really talked about Art very much.
Anyway, I shared with my mom that she had a spirit of rejection on her and that she was acceptable and accepted by Christ, dad, me and everyone else. Mostly, God accepted her. She didnt have to labor for acceptance. This had to hit home. I was lighting up as I was speaking it. God was totally in it.
So, He throws out the jezebel thing with my dad the week before and this week, He throws out the root issue for mom’s bitterness. Freedom is coming. Bless God