Boy, we dont get to hang in abundance for long until the enemy tries to mess things up or we mess them up ourselves. I havent been close to Jesus in days. This sucks.
The Rads are a mess. This came upon me so quickly. I do not want any part of Kurt or Kimberly. I believe Kimberly to be consumed by Jezebel. I told Kurt at the ICCC meeting months ago that she had a controlling spirit. I see that playing out now. Kurt isnt the same guy anymore. Ever since the two have gotten hooked up, he has been taking on her personality. The words he uses arent his.
I dont know what grace and love looks like in this situation.
My guess is that we will end up splitting the group. Angela and Nate and I will form a new group out of the Rads. I will selfishly take my bat and ball and go somewhere else to play. Part of this that speaks of attack is that Kimberly is being very disrespectful. The enemy knows that this is an exposed nerve and is trying to hit it. May it never be. The days of Laura speaking that are gone. Jesus is King. Spirit of disrespect, I rebuke you in the name of Christ.
Lord, help me to see what’s really going on here. Show me what You see. I dont want my junk getting in the way of what You have going on. Take MY darkness.