Once I made that decision to tell Laura that she is free, my heart has hurt a lot. She really has hurt me. I didnt realize how much pain was in there. I walk around angry right now. Very angry at her.
The death that she spoke into me really wounded me – all these years. What a nasty curse. But, I know MY God will heal. He will deliver. He will resurrect our marriage and breathe life back into us.
That is my prayer.
I also desire to be released from all that I hold against Laura and her family. For all the things they have spoken. I seek forgiveness. I release them all Father. Please release me!
Take my pain, Lord. Take my pain.