The Isaiah deal fell apart. He missed page two where it spoke of equity. So, after he saw it, it fell apart.
Onward.
I felt the LORD tell me to spread it out before Him at church so I did. He then told me to set it on fire as a burnt offering – in essence, give it to Him fully.
Jen and I camped this past friday night. We had a bit of a moral failure. That has been dealt with with the LORD.
But, I still cant past some of the physical stuff. I like skinny girls. Jen is the most amazing woman I ever met. Period.
But, I am not there from an attraction point. Shes actually quiet pretty. Here eyes are stunning. Her weight keeps me away. Superficial.. I actually think that’s the thing keeping me out. I keep trying to see past it. I really do. And, the back and forth, in and out, etc just plays games with her heart. Oh Jesus, help!
The mountains continue to stack up. But, God!
He is my Rock and my Salvation. To Him alone I turn.
Thank You, Papa.