I am at a place of no understanding. This is not confusion. This is lack.
At issue:
1) Did I blow it with the wine this past Saturday? The LORD had warned me during my last fast. Well, I drank too much Saturday.
2) Is this for God’s glory? Is this just for Him to raise something from the dead to get the glory?
I know all the words that I have gotten. I know the miracles. Man, I just dont get it.
For now, I dont know what to do. Do I surrender the house? Do I keep the faith because of the prophecies? But, what about Saturday?
I need wisdom and revelation.