Oh boy! Now what?
I went to Daystar last night, and I went early. I decided to stop by the mexican rest. on my way down, and I saw Karen and Ed Ruff. They invited me to join them. As it turned out, I shared with them a bit of what was going on (I dominated the conversation, which sucks). I also shared seminary.
Karen asked me if seminary was directly from God. She shes all the prophetic stuff, but did I hear directly from God?
Good question. I couldnt answer it. In fact, it became an offense on some level. I told her that. I asked why it would be an offense. It shouldnt be.
I called Nate on the way home and talked to him. The other night, he got a check in his spirit and didnt mention it to me. He says that if I have an apostolic call, God’s power will move out around me. I dont need a piece of paper to do it. I dont really want to talk about apostleship. But, his point is clear.
So, I am not certain that I should go. It caused me great discouragement.
But, bill johnson had a great sermon just recently on God presenting you with the option for something good in light of what’s great right behind it. This could be a test.
This is a mature issue, it would seem. I see God all in it, yet I need the wisdom to know whether it is His will now. Crazy.
Father, pour out abundant wisdom and give me the humility to follow it. In the NAME of Jesus.
Amen!