From Thursday at 10:30 or so to this morning, I have battled a 1.02.5 temp. Oh man, is the oven on high and the dross being burned away. And, there was a lot of shaking going on. Angie got that I was not resting in Him and that I was fearful of losing my job. Well, she was right. So, that lack of rest opened the door for the enemy to come in. Yuck!
I didnt sleep much last night – it was so difficult. But, sometime this am, the fever started to break. It’ s just above 99 now. Bless God.
It was so funny – I kept telling God that this was illegal (satan too). Angie’s word explains why I couldnt pray it away.
Laura had her colonoscopy yesterday too. She has some kind of proclitis. One of the nurses asked if she holds things in or is a “type a”. God told me right then and there that this is a manifestation of the fear spirit. I shared that with Laura later, but I dont think she received it. She wont repent for nothing. The doctor said that there is no cure. Oh, there is a cure. It’s doctor Jesus. He is always in a healing mood. He will do it.
I have been guilty of dining with herod. I have been carrying around a fear of man so I wont pray for others for healing. I have been worried what others think of me, and it has frozen me. But, I cancel that now. I repent. From this day forward, I shall pray for the sick. I shall do whatever brings God glory and gives Him room to operate. Whatever happens, happens. Bless God. I had this from Laura too. I was so afraid of her and what might happen that I failed to obey God. Man, that is horrible. No more! I declare no more! I know that God is preparing my heart for something. Something big is about to occur. The question is whether I will live up to the call. O LORD, give me grace. Jesus, I cannot do it without you. I throw myself on the Cross. I throw myself on the empty tomb. I throw myself on the mercy seat. I throw myself on the throne of grace. Bless God. He will do it.
Lord, bring me people that will humiliate me. Break off this fear of man. LORD, I repent. I repent. I am sorry. I repent. It is time to move the Kingdom forward. I pray to do something so big that everyone will know it’s Him.