Here is an email that I sent out:
Hey there,
An issue has come up that needs your prayer and attention. I have been on unemployment for a while now, and I feel that the LORD is telling me to drop it and step out in faith. I got a slight conviction a month ago and a very strong conviction this past week (I believe).
Laura is against it and said that she would not support me in this decision. We are not in unity.
In my heart, I believe that the LORD will provide through the consulting work that I am trying to get going. I saw Him clearly in the consulting, so I am confident that I am doing what He wants there. Therefore, I don’t go after looking for a job like I would if I werent doing consulting. The “legal” requirements to meet the unemployment obligations are minimal and easy to reach. And, it is ok to do consulting and take unemployment. But, that is really not the issue here.
I am trying to obey what the LORD wants. And, I am not one with Laura. I have gotten counsel that varies widely. So, I am pressing into God for confirmation on His will. I am troubled in my spirit.
I am certainly open to hearing anything that God might say to you on this matter.
What I really ask is that you please pray for us. I really want to obey, and I want unity in my marriage. This is a challenge. Is there something deeper going on that I am missing?
Thanks so much. Bless the LORD.