Howdy,
Well, last week had to be one of the lowest in a long while. Thanks for your prayers.
I had to walk through quite a bit. God is faithful.
We saw some major breakthrough with witchcraft I do believe. And, I believe the last piece was that I needed to deal with the York rite in that freemasonry mess. I spent the better part of the week working through that plus some other Freemasonry stuff. Thanks to Teri Usiak for helping me through the Scottish Rite on the first pass. Thanks to Bruce Miller for helping me on the final mile. Laura is walking it out right now just to make sure that the house is cleansed, but I think that we got it based upon what is going on.
Jordan hasn’t had a headache since last week sometime. I am still tracking this, but I believe things have been broken there. I had a dream twice over the last three weeks. It involved snakes and one venomous sucker that showed his head this last time. But, something came down and whacked his head off. I saw its body. It was huge. Then, I heard “ding dong, the witch is dead” as I was praying that morning. This happened Sat. am after I had completed my dealings with FM.
I have asked Jordan to let me know if any headaches come back. As of tonight – nothing.
I have NO job prospects at all, but I am hopeful that the financial curse is off of us along with all of that other junk. I am grateful for Jordan like you cannot imagine. Bless the LORD. But, I need a job. And a soft heart – one that is totally healed. It seems that I have been putting up walls around myself to protect me from any more pain. I am not sure if my childhood or Christian walk has hurt my heart more. I am walking that out now.
Finally, I need to be soft to Holy Spirit’s direction. Am really needing to know what He wants me to do and not turn away from that. I am so weary of a decade’s worth of looking for jobs that I really dont have a lot of fire in me to keep that going. Man, do I need grace there. Or, is it mercy?
I think that we could write a book on the devastation that freemasonry causes. I have not dealt with anyone in satanism, so I cannot compare that, but this seems to be the most wicked thing that I have come across. It devastates families.
Am thinking of laying down the ministry for a while as the LORD works on healing me. Not sure on that, so please let me know if you hear anything from the LORD.
Lots of love, and again, thanks so much for praying.